I just found out today that my therapist passed away last Thursday I was so shocked and I thought about her all day. She wasn't very old and she had a daughter that she talked alot about. I will miss her.
I understand how you are feeling.
All I can say is that praying for those who have passed away, eases my pain a lot. And I also feel as though, little as I am, I am giving back all the love and the support they have given me.
You may want to try this as well.
Good luck and God bless you.
Michele, sorry bout your sad news. A couple of years ago my psychiatrist passed away and it left me feeling very sad & vulnerable. I hope you remember her fondly and at the same time find someone else you feel comfortable with. Best of luck.