Re: Why am I so depressed and why does my self-esteem suck?
I'm certainly not a doctor, but you sound like you're very depressed right now. I think you're looking at everything in your life through your depressed mind and it's making you think things that probably aren't true. It's not something that you can just snap out of. How long have you felt like this? Maybe it's time to go to your doctor and talk about your medication and possibly get into therapy.
Just remember, you are not defective. You have anxiety/depression and you are not alone. It may help to talk to someone, whether it's your doctor or someone you trust, especially since you're having suicidal thoughts. Please try to take care of yourself. You're an important person, even if right now you don't feel like it.
Last edited by mycatwillow; 08-13-2007 at 06:57 AM.