Tell me is this depression or what????
I'm a 30 yr old female, from massachusetts. The past 2 yrs have been hell for me. I had a nervous breakdown 2 yrs ago and haven't been the same since. .... Before this nervous breakdown I used to enjoy going to work being w/ people, and showering stuff like thtat............. stuff u don't even think about. But NOW i don't do anything I live w/ my mom, I have NO friends, dont' shower mabye 1x per month. I'm on meds but they are not working ... lexapro and klonopin. I do go out and go grocery shopping but that's about it. I hate going anywhere, and I hate being around people cuz they annoy the hell outta me., OH Ya i go to therapy and she says things will get better but I don't think they will.
I want my old life back where I used to go out and have fun and friends and take care of myself. God I used to do my makeup and hair everysingle day... NOw I look like crap I've given up I weight 240 lbs I don't have a job or a single person to talk to except my mom........ Please help me get better. I've been on a total of 13 antidepresants but none of them have helped me (not at one time) tehy only made me gain weight.
But can't go on like this I feel horrible and sad all the time...........
Does anyone else feel like this?? I'm so miserable. I just sit on the computer all day.