Re: dOES ANYONE FEEL LIKE THIS???
Depression can hit anyone, with or without a great family. A good life does not give you some kind of immunization. I wish that non-depressed people could understand this.
On top of that you have had a lot to deal with. Without the depression life would be hard, but with it, well that's just too many strikes, isn't it? You need to be kind to yourself. If it was just a matter of trying harder, none of us would be depressed. I hope you get the help you need because you deserve it. Your family may be great, but you are part of what makes your family great.