any ideas what the heck is wrong with me.
Okay heres the deal. I am a 32 yr old guy who for the most part has a pretty good life, good job,great wife,new son. but I have these re occuring episoode of " I am going to die I know it". I have been reading some things on here about depression,ADD and heart issues (i have a pacemaker due to SVT Ablation). I dont know what to do. I dont really want to burden m wife with it as she has enough to do with the new kid. I dont want to talk to my other family since I dont think they would understand. I cant talk to my friends because I have always been the one to never be afraid (I shoudl have been an actor). I just dont know what to do. My mom had some mental issues but has been out of my life since I was 11. I was on ridelin(sp) as a kids but all the sudden my parnets took me off that and gave me cylert(sp) for a little while then nothing at all. I have a really hard time finishing things,but sometimes can be very focused and driven. Okay back to the important part. I really have a fear of dying and since my son has gotten here it scares me even more(he will be 1 next month). Am i just a looney tune or is there something really wrong with me? Please help. thanks