The joys of being a mother! Especially with two young ones. I know--mine are two and four. You certainly want to be able to enjoy this time with them. It goes too fast!! Medication has helped me to slow down, not get angry and just be the mommy they need me to be. Perhaps when I don't have to be everything for everyone else, I will go back to not leaning on meds. I love my kiddo's, but for me it's really hard to be a mom. That sounds bad, but what I mean is there is hardly any time or energy for me
at the end of the day. I have had a hard time letting that freedom go (ok, ok--I know--it's been four years--get over it already!!) I just do the best I can. I love them both with all my might. Sorry if I sound like I'm complaining, but I am really trying to be supportive!!