could it be returning? :-(
i dont usually use this part of the board, althouggh im a regular on teh cervical cancer part.
so first a brief history of me.
in feb 2006 i had my first large bout of depression, it had been coming on fro years, i'd gone through a messy divorce on behavioural grounds, and then had a staff member from hell at work...that was my last push.
i was off work fro seven weeks in total, and on fleuxotine fro a year.
i saw a counsellor for a while, and have recently been rerefered to one.
still to this day i suffer severe nightmares, and anxiety attacks, but i've learnt to cope with them.
anyway i've had abit on my palte of late: last nov i had an abnormal smear, which lead to biopsies, and in june this year i hada leep performed to remove high grade cells from teh cervix (ones which if not removed are mroe liekly to becoem cancerous).
i'ma lso on teh market trying o sell my hosue, and have been fro four months.
well uive started tos truggle with my weighta gain, shot up to my all time highest,a nd last week put ion 4 1/2lb in a week.
then i totally skipped a period this month - not rpenancy related as im totally off sex, but did a test just incase.
following taht tghe hairdresser has now said my hair is thinning on top, and its possibly aklapecia!!!!im only 30 years old :-(
i keep telling myself im fine, but i dont knwo anymore if i am or if this is all my nody trying to tell me im not.
i knwo if i return to the docs he will just put em back on medication, and well to eb hoenst i dont wnat that. has anyoen got any coping statergies? and has anyoen else lost their hair through stress?