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Old 09-07-2007, 10:16 PM   #1
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Feel like giving up

Tonight I reallly felt like giving up. I've been going through a lot and one small, unrelated incident just trigged me to think about everything again, and immediately, i secluded myself from everyone where i cried, and cried. i cried like there was no tomorrow. i have cried till my head and eyes hurt. I felt the pain as I cried, I felt all the hurt, all the worries about my future and I felt very strongly that I did not want to be here, I don't know what my purpose is if i can't snap out of this. Those who have read my past posts would know that I do not go to therapy and no meds. Tonight I convinced myself to believe that since I am still so depressed and have not "gotten over" any of the stuff that has happened, I must be weak. I do not deserve to be here, I am a failure. A half hour ago I wondered how I could get myself to stop crying, but right now, i am numb from all feelings, good or bad, just numb.

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Old 09-08-2007, 04:40 AM   #2
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Re: Feel like giving up

Dear Angelica,

Don't be so hard on yourself.

I am new to your situation and would really like to offer my advice and opinion but I need to know more in order to do this.

Take your time and go at your own pace.

I'll keep the porch light on.

Phoenix

 
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