I am very depressed and in a slump
Hi- I am very depressed and in a slump right now. Last night I cried for hours, and my husband couldnīt believe I was crying that way. I bought zoloft a couple of days ago but hadnīt started taking it yet to see if I could hold out a little longer, but today in the morning i started to take it, i know it takes weeks for it to work, but i wish so badly it could start working today. Last night i cried bc i had this nanny take care of my son when iīm not home and a couple of months ago i fired her (why i donīt remember) and my son loves her, and now i want her back, so i called her to come back and she said maybe, but now i realize she ainīt coming back bc when i call she doesnīt answer or she hangs up on me when she hears my voice. and my son really loves her, but she aint coming back i know. and so last night i cried myself to sleep and my husband said he was disappointed in me for crying over the nanny. i couldnīt help myself. thanks for listening i guess i just needed to vent.