whoevea

i go to my doc on saturday and im gonna tell him i wanna try Depakote ER .

i took my last pill of lithium today. i was on them for about a week and i hate them. i feel like i wanna hurt myself and others and that is NOT ME AT ALL !

i really AM depressed and i just cant take it anymore. i have tried so many pills and nothing works for me.


so if anyone has tried Depakote Er i would appreciate if you tell me. how it works for you.
i also wanna try Librium.
all i do is work and come home and sleep.
i want a life . i have people asking me all th time to go out and i dont want to because i just wanna SLEEP

cant take much more of this. i think this Depakote er IS MY LAST CHANCH !

this depressing is affecting my job...my family and even my son. he thought i was on drugs after i took the Lithium because i was out of it.

im also on clonidine. <<not sure if spelled right.