Re: Good News - Long Wait
My sister was delayed so now there are all showing up tomorrow evening so I have an extra day to get things in order.
The Nurse had a bad night at work and I think she was either trying to scare away or just had the urge to pick a fight. Bad idea when it comes to me as I know how to flip that game a little to well. Time it was over I think she realized that not only do I understand the way she has been sending mixed messages but I turned into work mode and managed to nail every single insecurity, emotion, reason behind her anger...... I went to work on here basically which I don't like to do but it had to be done, now the question is she going to take this the positive way and see it for what it is or take the easy route and disappear. I realized the way I have been conducting this relationship that if it ended now I would carry no guilt as I did everything right and there is no much more I could have done, this time if it fails will have nothing to do with me. Which is a good thing. Ever see the good in someone and work like hell to get it out but they won't allow it ...... went through my head "I wonder if she is BPD". So now it is a waiting game to see how she is going to react and I need to make a choice whether or not her mental difficulties are going to effect my world in the wrong way and if so she needs to go. Too much work I have put into getting my brain going the right way and I am not going to allow someone else to hinder my recovery. She goes out of town tomorrow morning then gone till Wednesday but if I don't have a clear indication today it won't matter when she comes back as it will be too late.
Glad to hear your feeling better. Can never figure out how these meds and treatments that are suppose to help end up doing more damage then good. Nardil is a royal pain as I look at every product and have to determine whether or not it is safe or it this the one that will cause my head to pop off. What can you do.
Major Depressive Disorder With Psychotic Features
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Borderline Personality Disorder
Generalized Anxiety Disorder