At the moment, I finding it really hard to enjoy myself, I have a bit of spare time to do some things I never really had time to do, and wanted to do, but have now have no interest to do them.
This is really frustrating because I just can't switch off and enjoy anything, I'm always feeling bored and tired. I'm not sure if my depression has worsened but I am definitely feeling depressed as a result of not being able to enjoy things.
I am dreading each day because even if I fill my day with things to do, I am really finding myself bored and disinterested. I can't explain how it is exactly, but it's like something is holding me back, I don't know.