Re: I feel so along...
Hi, Jenna. It sounds like you've been depressed. Do you have any close friends you can spend time with, to maybe force yourself out even when you don't want to go? I know that sounds superficial, but believe me, when a person is depressed, crawling up in bed and pulling the covers over and just staying there for hours (or days) at a time is the worst thing we can do. It makes us feel all the more worse about our lot in life and about ourselves.
Have you thought about making an appt. with a therapist to help you sort through things? Oftentimes that's what it takes for people going through depression--just can't do it alone. And especially since this has been happening to you for 3 years now, you deserve much more than that in your life. Just a thought. All my best to you.