Re: could you be depressed and not realize it?
I'm sure it's possible to be Depressed and not know it. You will most likely know the symptoms, but not know what it is. Given your health background, it is a good idea to see a doctor. I know what you mean about the mirror, it happens to me too sometimes. You don't sound crazy at all, this isn't your fault. Have you considered taking a quiz/test online to see some of the possibilites? The only thing is, you must not use these to diagnose yourself, they are mainly used as a guidline. I hope I helped at least some.