I dont usualy post a lot here, read a lot though.
Recently iv been asking "who am i"
iv changed, im now 35, seems only yesterday my 2 sons were kids, now they are 14 and 16. the feeling of "them flying off" is in my thoughts right now.
the word "change" scares me. i know every parent out there goes through this, and has to face facts.
i am usualy outgoing, im a DJ, still am, also a Football (Soccer) Manager/Coach.
Lately, i dont know who i am. i stumble from day to day.
im well overweight, im lazy, fat and unhappy.
i have a perfect life. a lovely, georgeous, sweet, understanding caring partner. 2 superb sons, nice house, great dog, great job, nice car, etc, etc.
but im empty.
i cry a lot, feel alone, even though i am the most "unalone" person on the planet.
i want to start getting up earlier, losing weight, eating better, feel better, look better. i can go on.
have i just described everyone here, or am i alone here?
PLEASE !! i need advice, i need someone to talk to. i cant go to my Partner, i love her way to much to throw this at her.
i just want to talk to someone.
i am a Soccer coach, and my job is to motivate people, i do, i have won many things in the game as a coach/manager. why then cant i motivate myself.
Thoughts please folks.