where do i go from here?
hi, im a 20 yr. old college student and im very depressed. i have been unhappy for most of my life. i feel so helpless and hopeless right now. i feel like the only person i have in this world is my boyfriend, whom i love more than anything but realize he cannot be my world. i need friends and family. i feel like my family doesnt really care. they all live very far away and i rarely see them. i have no friends here at college. i live in the dorms and i am very lonely. i wonder what the point of living is sometimes. i am trying very hard to find people to hang around but my efforts dont usually pay off. i am going to get counseling and try meds, but for now im so sad all the time. i cry on a daily basis and i just dont know what to do. is any body out there in a similar position? what do you do to get through the day?