prtypink80

I'm sorry that I can't take your pain away. Please stop hurting yourself before you harm yourself to death. I also am in so much pain because exactly 3 months ago my husband commited suicide due to depression. He lived a horrible childhood due horrendus abuse that no child should experience from an uncle and his own mother. Right now my pain is unberable I wake to cry all day and I don't even sleep 2 hours straight. I have been seeing a therapist and its helped some what. But this forum has been a lot more helpful. Talk to someone know that there is help. I wish my husband would have told someone any one. Please get help so you can live your life don't ever ever end it. I know how you feel and I'm not going to lie I have thought about hurting myself but there's no gurantee I'll see my husband again and I couldn't forgive myself causing this pain to others. Please get help. I'll be here if you want to talk about anything. Please don't hurt yourself.