| | Bored but Happy
I seem to have little motivation since I started going through depression. I am by no means a go getter anymore. I used to be active working ft with two kids at home but since I've been a SAHM I have turned into a lazy person who has little initiative to do anything. I know I have more to offer my family than what I give. My husband helps out around the house and I am thankful for that. He is very encouraging as he understands what I have been through in the past 4 years. I am very lucky to still have him around as he was very close to taking the kids and leaving me before I got the help I needed. I am content/happy and grateful most days. I have went for 3 walks this week and I am glad I have had the motivation to do it. I need a new beginning of living a healthier lifestyle. It is a huge challenge but I have got to do it for myself and my family.