Well basically i want to know if i actually am depressed, im only ** but i just feel like nothing, worthless.
I spent the whole of my summer holidays in my room or in bed just cause i didnt feel good enough to go outside and do something.
I dont sleep anymore, i cant, even when i do, i have nightmares about my early childhood because i was abused as a kid.
I dont have the urge to do anything, not even eat, not even dance which ive done ever since i can remember. Dancing has always been the main focus and goal in my life... but now... i just dont have the energy, mentally and physically.
I cant remember the last time i had a good laugh with friends.
This is just driving me crazy!!! I keep cutting myself without even thinking about it. I dont feel the pain anymore.
Some advice? A friendly comment? Anything?
Last edited by mentalhealth mod; 09-15-2008 at 10:17 AM.
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