I'm so confused with my life.
My life changed, just about two months ago prior to writing this post. I thought I was in good shape, healthy and athletic. I would work out 5-6 times a week and lived a fairly healthy lifestyle. Then just arriving home one night, I stepped into my house for not even more than 5 minutes I had a crushing sensation in my chest. I didn't know what was going on and I was scared and in pain so I told my parent's to get me to the hospital as fast as they can. I waited in pain in the hospital until one of the night doctors came and helped me. I waited for over 1 hour until I received help. I thought I was dying. By the time I saw the doctor the doctor thought I was hyperventilating and didn't take me serious until my body started shutting down. My legs stopped working and then it slowly progressed it's way up to the head and at that point I passed out. It was already early morning the next day so I slept for like 2 hours and awoke with one of the doctors telling me that they were going to rush me to the operating room. At that point I didn't know what to think. I was about to have open heart surgery at only 27 !. I didn't panic because it was happening so fast. They transferred me from one hospital to the other in 12 minutes and 30 minutes later they started the operation. The whole ordeal lasted 10 hours. That day changed my life forever. You can never take life for granted, you never know what is going to happen the next second, next minute or next hour. It was like someone pulled the switch on me and to this day I still cannot believe that I experienced all this. I was on the verge of dying but somehow a miracle came out. I'm now all depressed and just kind of confused on how I should go on with my life. Any insight into this issue nice !