What is causing my depression?
Hi, So im not entirely sure why I am so depressed. I have a great life compared to alot of people. Im a senior in High school, I have a great car, alot of friends, I get good grades and i'm friends with pretty much everyone. Ive been dating my girlfriend for almost 3 years now and we are very in love but im not happy anymore.
Theres nothing in my life that has happened to make me depressed, it sort of just happened maybe a year ago? But it wont go away now. My friends are great but I cant talk to them about it because IM the person they come to for help. Everything I used to do to keep me entertained and happy is just boring and useless... Im still doing well in school, but its getting hard to concentrate. I have a bit of stress about college, but all my grades and scores are fine, so im not really stressed about it much.
I absolutely love my girlfriend, and we never really had problems, but as much as i hate to say it, im just not happy around her anymore. Im not going to break up with her, I just feel bad because I dont want to really do anything anymore. Ive experienced a huge loss in libdo, which is weird because im a teenager, and that just shouldnt happen.
Im really hoping it's hormones(In which case it should go away? I hope), but I dont know. I feel like im just going to drag everyone down with me because im so depressed. Homecoming is this weekend and im looking forward to it, but I dont want to ruin the fun if im completely dead the whole time.
Im not sure what im asking for because I refuse to take medication, I guess i just want help or something? I dont know.