| | Going through very tough times
Hello all, i usually don't use the depression board, but the disability board.
I have been going through depression real bad the last 4 years.
I have a Arachnoid Cyst on my spine and have not been able to work since 2005 and i applied for SSDI and have a lawyer for the appeals so i can get my surgery. I am in pain all the time, every single day of my life. I have lost my home and everything i own just to make it this long finacilly.
I am living with my father ( Thank Goodness for having a place to stay )until i get approved for the SSDI.Which i know will be a long time. I have no spending money and i have even asked my 2 grown sons to help me with money but they just ignore me. One son is married and my other son is in the Army and going to Korea in a month.I wont be able to see him for a whole year.My son that is married to a woman i can't stand !! They have been together for 9 years now.
It just makes me so upset that i have 2 grown children and they just act like they don't care about me at all. They do make good money so i think they need to help thier mother.I know they have their lives but i am their mother.
I have been on several antidepressants for the past 4 years.I am on Prozac 20 mg (2 A DAY), and also muscle relaxers and pain meds. Nothing helps.
Can anyone please give me some good advise ?
Thanks so much.. Karen