Re: Lonely Saturday Nights
I here to tell you that you are not the only one alone on Sat. Night. I am alone here in my bedroom, drinking a glass of wine and wayching lifetime movies. My daughter is gone now...(another story in my last post) I do have a boyfriend (kind of) he sleeps on the couch though and he never touches me, he is nice enough sometimes but there is nothing more physical or passionate anymore and that makes me feel even more alone. I feel like a prisoner b/c I don't feel free to go out to find anyone else and yet I am still alone. Its hard to explain though. His sister passed away and he went home to her funeral so I am alone but it feels almost the same to me.
Sorry you are feeling down. I have felt that way before too. It seems like when I am alone my friends are in relationships and vice versa. i should get up and go down to a rest. or lounge but I don't feel like getting dressed and going. I used to have my daughter with me and we would have girls night and waych movies with popcorn etc... but now she is gone too and now I am faceing an expensive court battle.
You know my advice would be why don't you get ready and go to a coffee shop/book store. That is a livly place and may be you will find some good books or strike up a conversation with someone. I used to do that when I was at the very lowest and I met one of my very very best friends there. It was raining so hard outside and it was funny b/c we both stopped at about the same time b/c it was raining to hard to see how to drive, she parked beside me and we ended up sitting next to each other. We talked for a very long time before we realized that we used to work at the same place ( we didn't know each other then) anyway, she has become one of my closest friends but she just moved about 300 miles away even though we still talk on the phone.
I hope your feeling better soon.