Hi, Im new here and I just really need to talk to someone.
Ive just been diagnosed with major depression and my doctor wants me to go on antidepressants. My mum is totally against the idea and gets angry whenever I mention it.
I have a history of self harm and my boyfriend has recently dumped me because of it. Im finding it really hard to get over because hes such a good guy, he treated me so well, and it kills me knowing that he doesnt care anymore. I feel really betrayed knowing he could just abandon me when Im obviously hurting.
He sent me a text yesterday saying he wants absolutely nothing to do with me and its really getting to me.
Im seeing a psychologist once a week, but my GP also wants to see me once a week.
Ive recently lost my job aswell, a really good job and I had a lot of friends there. So now I have no friends, no job and no boyfriend. I feel really trapped.
I need a friend. I need support. I NEED HELP