I have been depressed for years, im sick of it
Im a 28 year old male that has been depressed for years. back in school I used to be the one with a smile on my face all the time, I even had people asking me why I smiled so much.
Now and for the last few years, I hardly ever smile, I have a blank look on my face and rearly show any emotions, I never seem to get excited about things. I have had people tell me before when I talk on the phone I dont sound happy with the person Im talking to. I met a really nice girl a few months ago, our second date she rung me to see If I wanted to see her, I really did but they way she took me on the phone she thought I was angry with her.
she has said to me a few times I dont seem happy to see her, I really am but cant show it??
It has effected more than one relationship, and im sick of it.
I just dont feel like me inside, I hate being like this, doctor put me on fluoxetine and then paroxetine but didnt seem to make a difference, I have just taken myself off of the paroxetine.
I dont know what to do.