Today I boarded a bus , n i was standing as all the seats were full.Later the bus became fully crowded. As i was standing , the bus conductor came beside me and commanded me to move from the place i was standing, as there was no place to move I pretend to be unheard!!
.But she yelled and said shes talking to me. Again i just didnt even look at her. Thats all she went away. I know this is a silly matter, there was not much fight, beating or anything offensive, but the thing is dat , when she yelled i got scared!!! I felt as if my whole blood pressure dropped, my heart was beating so heavily, and i felt a lot of energy loss, and in a few mins i was shivering slightly ( I can feel it).
I know it was a small incident, but this is what happens when somebody yells or shouts at me, or makes fun of me ( even if my close friends do). When lectures scowl, even when my dad gazes at me angrily.I feel a lot of energy loss, and i can feel my body shivering , even though any of the people are not violent with me. I feel like this even for silly things which embarrass me.
My question here is, is it normal??? . Do everybody feel so or can you stand up for yourself anytime no matter how rude the other person is!??? ( I cant , even though i want to
). I cant speak for my self , this makes me feel like a loser !!!!