| | depression, stress, anger... IDK what's going on. I'm crying all the time!
I'm not sure what to do. At work, I deal with plan-o-grams, stores calling and wanting parts, sending runs out, making sure that every store gets what they need. It's a high paced job. I do enjoy it. But recently EVERYTHING has been getting on my last nerve. I'll be doing a pog and the phone will ring and I want to throw it across the room for no reason. This happens ALL day.
At home, I'm a "newly wed" (we'll be married a year in feb). We haven't had the easiest relationship, but we work hard on it...or at least try to. Whenever we get into a heated fight or disagreement, I end up in tears. For no reason. For example: Today we were at lunch and we were talking about joining accounts, or aleast I was. He didn't want anything to do w/the idea. Rolled is eyes at me and told me it was a sore subject. This put me in tears. I didn't want to eat. It made the rest of my day, overly emotional. I told my gf about what happened, and during that I started to cry. Even now, If i think about it, it makes me want to cry. We eneded up fighting about chores and yet again, in tears. ***?
I've NEVER been like that. Period. I don't understand what's going on. I've always been a strong person. Nothing used to bother me. Now it seems like everything does. Before him, I would laugh at someone during a fight. Work would still **** me off, but not as bad. With him...Everything is all sorts of special...and not in the good way. I don't know what's the matter with me. I feel like I'm loosing my mind. I'm tired all the time. I'm waking up several times during the night for no reason.