Started Wellbutrin HCL SR 150 this morning
My first time on it. I didn't want to take it I've had it for two months and I've been making up excuses not to take it. No one's forcing me but they keep suggesting I start taking it, so I did this morning. So far I've been having involuntarily muscle movements in my left arm. I experienced a slight irregular heartbeat, and I'm not looking forward to possibly not sleeping this evening. Why can I jsut take medication for anxiety instead? If I take medication for anxiety, then I can walk around outside by myself again, and then the depression will probably lift on its on. I don't like taking this wellbutrin, I just don't, and I swear, if I don't get any sleep tonight, that's it, I'm done with it. I DO NOT LIKE NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP. Period. I've already had enough problems with insomnia BECAUSE of depression through the years, why would I want to NOT sleep on purpose? That's stupid. I'm not doing it.
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