Re: All I do is cry...
You should be talking to someone and this thread is a good starting point.
My depression started close to 20 years ago but I still remember every detail. It was summer and I would go out into the woods and cry. Meanwhile, although I loved my job, I spent days in bed crying and didn't even call in to let them know I wouldn't be in.
Tell us more about your feelings. Do you have family? I think having a cat to talk to helped me. How old are you? Do you have a primary care physician that you can talk to? Any other events going on in you life that would make you unhappy? Illness in family?
Talk to us and maybe we can help. Meanwhile here's a hug.
January 31, 2013: A2PTT reconstruction, flexor digitorum longus to posterior tibial tendon transfer, Achilles lengthening, allograft
August 11, 2014: Repair ruptured Achilles tendon.