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Old 01-20-2013, 05:18 PM   #1
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most days I wake up feeling miserable. I am constatntly beating myself up for "settling" for a marriage and choosing this life that I didn't really want. I have no friends here (I moved to be with my husband who I don't love) and have been here for 3 years. we have a son (1 year old) who I love but he doesn't deserve a bitter and unhappy mother. I wish I could erase the last 3 years of my life and go back to my old life where I was single, had possibilities and lived in a place I liked. I am stuck and miserable. I try small things to improve my situation but I am just sad in general and don't look forward to my life

 
Old 01-20-2013, 07:02 PM   #2
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what led to you being with this man in the first place?

 
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Maybe it's your hormones? It's hard having a one year old. Also lack of sleep can make you feel negative about everything. Try to take care of yourself better and pamper yourself.

 
Old 01-21-2013, 12:35 AM   #4
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what led to you being with this man in the first place?
I thought that the security that he offered would make me happy. I thought that he was enough and I thought I'd like living here, I had no idea the nightmare that this place would really be. I thought that I couldn't get any better and my old life wasn't sustainable.

 
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Do you have friends where you are at?, Some one you can confide in, somebody you can trust?

 
Old 01-22-2013, 06:32 PM   #6
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Do you have friends where you are at?, Some one you can confide in, somebody you can trust?
I don't have any friends here, certainly not any close friends. Besides, I try not to complain to much about how much it sucks here to people that already live here. They all know anyway, and are stuck here too. And I don't want to burden my old friends, anyway they tell me to try to stay positive. It would be nice to have someone to talk to about it, but I don't feel there is anything I can do about my situation

 
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