someone PLEASE help me
Ok first of all let me state that I have an anxiety disorder w/ panic attacks and I'm a severe hypochrondiac. Perhaps that will explain why I am freaking out over this. Last week it was my blood pressure I was freaking over, now this. Let me explain.... Diabetes runs high in my family. My maternal grandmother, my great aunt, and my great uncle all have type 2 diabetes. My maternal great grandmother also had it. My mother is hypoglycemic, and my cousin is also. I have been told that I am hypoglocemic by a doctor, but not actually tested. I was diabetic w/ my pregnancy. Anyway, i have a glucose testing machine and yesterday i was driving and decided to check it. It was 71, I knew that was a little low even though I felt fine. I stopped at the store and bought some cookies, apple juice, and then went home and ate a creamy pasta lean cusine. I checked it again after about 15 minutes and it was 104. I went back to work, and then about 3 1/2 hours later I checked it again. It was 77, so I got some ham lunch meat and cream cheese. Ate some of that and checked it again. It was 189. Waited 10 minutes and checked it again .. 85. I started having a panic attack b/c it seemed like my levels were going crazy. My husband immediately took me to my grandma's so i could use her tester. I checked it on the way there and it was 77. Then I got to her house and begged her to take me to ther ER...we checked it again and it was 85. I started calming down and checked it again. It was 91. I stayed in the upper 90's for the rest of the night. I woke up the next day and checked it..it was 78. I got up and got in the shower, started getting ready for work, didn't eat anything and checked it again, it was 91. I'm having a nervous breakdown!!!!!!!!! Can u tell? I'm terrified that I have some horrible disease that is causing my sugar levels to go crazy. I'm terrified that it will go too low and I will pass out or die. My grandma told me to stop checking it b/c I'm making myself crazy. She said just listen to my body and eat healthy. I feel like i'm about to lose my mind b/c I'm so terrified of this. Is this normal that my glucose levels seem to be going crazy? Should I put myself in the hospital and have it constantly monitored? Someone please help me. My doctor won't even take me seriously b/c he knows that I'm freaking out about something different every other week. Two weeks ago it was asthma....but I am truly terrified that my sugar is going too low. Is something wrong with me? Help!!! By the way..I'm a 23 year old female..and I'm not overwieght at all.
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