man, i should really stop worrying, but today i think my ED is trying to kick in....well, i think i ate a lot today but i need ur guyses opinion....the weather was really nasty today so i just had a lazy movie day at home with my mom and all i did excercise wise is jump rope for 20 minutes, and dance around a bit. later on tonite i will do leg excercises and stuff....
well, this is what i ate...
Bowl of raisin bran (i added sum raisins because they are so chinsey) with skim milk
Banana (fairly large)
Big bowl of fat free yogurt with raisins (yet, high in cals)
2 grilled cheese sandwhiches
Bowl of popcorn (to be exact it was measured to 1/3 cup of kernels..i didnt share and ate it all)
glass of diet coke
like...haha 30 baby carrots
Salad with low fat tomato dressing stuff, cheese, croutons, and almonds
2 peices of homemade turkey pie
Now....i am in the process of gaining weight, but i am just so scared i will gain it ALL at once...id like to think im ready for weight gain, but theres a teeny bit of me thats a bit freaked out. how many cals do u think i consumed?
gosh, i dunno why im freakin...i should be proud! i mean, i have to gain 10 lbs by june. if i eat like this till then (including sports and exercise), will i gain? the deal is if i do, i get to get my bellybutton peirced
and once i do gain i can lower the food a notch.
advice, pointers? words of wisdom?? lol