Originally Posted by isabella55
.... i hardly eat anything lately.. i eat very very little portions....
This might be part of the reason your mother is worried. You accomplished a lot by losing so much weight but you might need to give more thought to getting adaquate nutrition. If you're a vegitarian who eats "very very little portions", how do you get enough protein? How can you "hardly eat anything" and get enough nutrition to maintain good health?
my mom once made a remark stop it with your michael jackson dancing its creeping me out i feel like you want to be him or something..
I think if you want to imitate Michael Jackson for his thinness, dancing and performing abilities there's nothing wrong with that, if that's what you need for motivation. Your mother might be worried that you're taking it too far. Perhaps she's thinking about how he ended up.....dead! Did he take stimulants to keep his weight down and then sleeping pills to get to sleep? And then more stimulants to get going the next day? Your mother might be worried that you will develop the same problems.
i get panic attacks when i go to my dance classes....
Could it be the result of you being too demanding of yourself? Everyone has limits. Expecting more of yourself than what is reasonable could lead to a nervous disorder, in my opinion. And maybe an eating disorder?
Be careful and take some time to relax. Find some other interests to get enjoyment from so you don't rely too much on one thing.