background: I use to this date this guy and a lot of our dates consited of lunch, breakfast, dinner (nothing healthy), I gained a bunch of weight and after breaking up (2 yrs relationship) I started to diet and went from 160lbs to 125lbs, i first went to 140lbs and got into another relationship, this relationship was emotionally destructive and it was a nightmare, but I dieted and went down to 125lbs which I was super happy about, this relationship ended right around the time I stopped trying to lose weight.
Presently I'm in a new relationship where everything is great and I'm totally in love and I have nothing to complain is, the problem is (like in my first relationship) I've started to gain weight, in a matter of 7 months I went from 125lbs to 150lbs....
I'm really upset but I don't know how to stop! am I destined to be fat when my relationship is good and I'm happy? am I sabotaging myself? can anyone relate to this? I don't know what's wrong with me, it's like I don't see a point in watching what I eat because my bf loves me either way... what's wrong with me?
(I wasn't too sure what board to post in, sorry in case this isn't the correct one)