ok I am really REALLY stressed, I dont know what to do anymore Im tired of myself and this whole digestive crap. I havent felt normal for a long time. Im only 20 and I feel like 50. I keep burping, theres alot of rumbling in the abdomen, my stools are not normal, man I havent had a normal bowel movement for months! I am bloated all the time, my stomach looks saggy and disgusting compared to 3months ago where it was flat as a board. I feel so gross and I am beginning to hate the way my body looks now. My confidence has gone, I dont know what the hell is happening, I have researched and researched and visited my doctor with these symptoms yet hes sure its all in my head, and Im the type to think of the worst case scenario which is probably why, Ive done all sorts of blood tests that came back normal, I had barium x rays done and all sorts of tests but the only thing I can think of now is some kind of bug or parasite living inside of me. Or am I being paranoid? Ive changed my diet so much that I have cut out sugar and gluten, a month ago I was only eating soups and fruit to keep heartburn away, my period has been late for nearly 2months....I dont know what to do. I feel like I am gonna break down. On top of that Im not sleeping well, Im worried if I might have something serious going on, I have gone to hospitals and the docs tell me theres nothing serious that they can find. Arghhh why do I feel this way then?
Sorry I had to rant, Im very frustrated at the moment and ANY suggestions would be greatly appreciated.