i don't know if this is in the right section or really what i'm looking for in posting this but i just can't cope anymore.
i posted on here a while back but that was when i was waiting for my referal to a gastro.
i've suffered with stomach problems all my life and have had them regular for 10 years and 100% 24/7 constant for 4 years.
i have no diagnosis of anything and nobody has ever been interested in it. we paid privately to go down to great ormond street and now we are on the NHS with them and i will be having some scopes done in 4 weeks.
i dont feel like i cant take a single second longer of it never mind 4 weeks. i feel constantly nauseas, always getting what i've eaten/drank come back in my mouth [though rarely am i full on sick], its really acidy, i get constipation, cramps in my stomach and chest and wretching all on a daily basis.
i have no idea what i have wrong with me - the doctor at gosh suspected a milk allergy but i cut out milk for 3 months [aswell as wheat, eggs and soya] and it didn't change a thing. we've searched the net but found absolutely nothing that matches my symptoms and it feels like we're getting nowhere.
i dont have any appetite ever and eating is pure hell for me.
i have missed alot of school throughout my life and have missed the last 3 years altogether because i've just been to ill to go.
on the whole i try to be a happy person because theres people far worse off than me, but i just can't cope with a single second longer.
i take omeprazole, ondansetron, metochlopromide, gaviscon and scopoderm patches and have tried all the anti emetics both prescription and over the counter in the past and none have effect on me.
i just cant take anymore and dont know what the hell is going on or what to do with myself. i feel like i just can't carry on. i want it to stop
does anyone have any advice or anything i can do - im so desperate.
thanks