I checked my account like I do every morning and nothing was there. I am so sick of waiting on this back-pay I could scream. They say we will have our first SSDI payment on or about the 3rd of July. That is wonderful and I am grateful-believe me! But, I desperatley want the back-pay,I owe family and friends money that we have borrowed to get throught the last 2 years. I'd just like to be able to give it back. I want us to be able to go foward with our lives, we have debts we need to pay with that back-pay and things that we need to buy for ourselves (like tires for my car would be nice!). I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening and good luck to everyone living this nightmare too!