I Received a letter today from my Disability Specialist. The letter stated that they were canceling my appointment for the memory test and the mental health evaluation!!! I am very scared about why they would do this.
So upset was I that I called my Disability Specialist. I have actually talked to her once before because I had a question about something. She is quite nice and has always answered my questions honestly. Anyway I asked her if by her canceling my doctors' appointment if that was a not a good sign for me. She told me that she really could not answer that because it would be illegal for her do that until the "board" has made it's final decision. She did say to me that I should just try and relax. And if I had not heard from her about the decision within the next two weeks that I should call her back.
What do you people think this means? I think it mean nothing but bad news for me. Of course I am pessimistic about this anyway. But I think that it means that they have made their decision not to approve me so why should they pay for this doctor to give me the memory test or the mental health evaluation.
Now my husband the ever optimistic person thinks that it is good news because he thinks that they do not need the results of those tests because they have decided to approve me. I don't think that is what has happened.
Oh yeah, the other thing that she said that was delaying the decision is that she is waiting to look at my first Social Security application when I applied for it two years ago.
Well whatever happens, I guess we will find out within the next two weeks. I'm just feeling rather down about it right now