I have been married for 30 years and recently I discovered my husband cheated on me and he admitted it. He told me he is not into sexual relationship just yet but attracted to each other and he seek my permission to see her now and then. Of course i say no and he said he will pull out of this mess and stay with me. He claimed to love me but he enjoyed her company. He also said I am putting pressure on him all these years. We are operating our business together and this is also the fiction bet us. I lost all the trust in him and he find me unbearable, checking on him. I feel so upset and hurt by his affair but he argued it is not and he bare all out of guilt. How am I supposed to regain the trust that he need??How to overcome the broken heart ???