ryan roland

My girlfriend was sexually abused by her brother from 13 to 16. Parents didn't believe it. She ran away. Never got help, said she worked through it all. She's now 34 im 44. We dated 4 mos. She said i was uncaring w/words and broke up. Took 4 mos. To get her back. She moved in, and i was board w/in 2 mos. She moved out in 1 yr. I was happy we stayed friends 4 four mos. Then she cut all communication, and now i want her back so much i cant c straight. Letters, texts , asked her t marry me in person. She said t leave her b. 1st break up she told me if i let her b she would never gone back. She says she's not dating, her mom says same. What can i do t get another chance? Being abused has prepared her to build walls i cannot get through, help!!!! I'm going crazy