Re: Husband left me 6 weeks ago
Hi amcin, welcome to healthboards. So sorry that this is happening. Why did you say it was your fault? A sexless, loveless marriage for 8 years then, because you messed up a marriage retreat of ONE wknd and now you say it is all your fault? Am i missing something? Why do you say its mostly your fault? It sounds like you loved him! Or are you just wanting not to break up the family because thats what moms do? Im so sorry for the pain! Its unimaginable. And when he "acts" normal & ok like when he comes to see kids, it seems to you like he's not hurting, while to you it feels like your life is falling apart. What happened for him not to be able to look at you? Guilt? Or anger at you, for what? Do you know? Are you scared to ask because if you dont act normal he will get angry? Or because you dont want to say anything & rock the boat worse than its already rocking? Excuse me for all the questions but, i have had to" hold my mouth right" & just pray he would change his mind. & Say to me "its not over, i didnt mean it. Then, all could be back to normal. Except me, I'm crushed.But happy, until next time. So, what is the story besides you want him back. What made him change his mind after 8 years? All this pain, i wish i could spare you from it. What do you want? And why?