slave2ocnomore

to make a long story short, i had a year and a half sober and relapsed on vics, then switched to oxys 80s. i was out since my surgery in january.it started getting real bad about 2 months ago when i started shooting oxys and dilaudid, i thought i would never touch a needle again, but i always seem to do it. anyway, i started pickin and lookin like **** QUICK. so exactly 3 weeks ago i detoxed at home using suboxone. i only had 5 8mg ones. they helped big time. i have nobody to talk to about this but after that horrible week of kicking, after i had tapered down the sub, i relapsed one day here, one day there, meaning i wasnt strung out. but last week i shot up at least once everyday,SO here i go again. i got about 4 subs and i started tuesday. is my kick gonna be as bad as the first, and how much sub should i take? and how long?i dont wanna get hooked on them. but does suboxone even work for a 3/4 day detox?if so how do i do it? my last dilaudid was on monday at midnight. my first sub was taken on tuesday at like 9pm(4mg), today is wednesday and ive had 8Mg.on top of all of this i have strep throat!