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Seeing my nutritionist tomorrow and super nervous i know i have lost weight i ended up weighing myself for the first time in forever on new years eve...it was below what i should be i am not doing very well eating wise and i am just on a very slippery slope...i don't want to end up inpatient because there is so much going on inmy family i feel it would mess it up and things are going well at my job but i am a mess emotionallky which is messing up my eating ahh freaking otu ...i need to eat more i just cant seem to manage it...
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