| Re: Please can anyone help me
Aurora-
You have NOT let anyone down. You are struggling, that happens when you try to get rid of a habit youve held onto for so long. Its not about weather or not your going to have hard times, its about what you do when they come. You know what you need to do. You need to call up the hospital, tell them you are comming ASAP and get there ASAP. Please do this Aurora. You need people with you who can help you get through this. We are all here for you as much as we can be but you need people there for you in the physical life too. Aurora, we care about you SOOOO much. nothing you could do could change that but please please don't give up. Keep up the fight against your ed. Its not worth what it does to you. You asked why you should want to get better- this is why: because it is the ed that is making you feel like crap. Its not "being better" that is making you feel this way, its the ed still there trying to take over your life. You and I both know that if you go back to your old ways you'll still feel terrible, youll still hate yourself for every calorie you eat, youll still hurt, but you may not live. You know Im not saying that to be mean, Im saying that because I care about you so much and I just want you to see that you DO need to get better- for all of us who care about you but more importantly, for you. I LOVE YOU GIRL! Please keep fighting.
Love,
louisa
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((AUR ORA))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I know this 'pain' of getting better is unbelievably difficult....but this pain is no worser than not eating and slowly damaging yourself. I lose sight often about why Im trying to lose weight...and othertimes..the purpose of it is as clear as day. Have u thought of re-checking yourself back into hospital. I know u feel as though u dont know why u are doing this any more, but u need support no matter what at this point in time....being around people is the best thing for u- people who are there to understand and help u through these crap times. I'm sorry I cant be of much comfort, but this pain will go away if u continue to stay strong- even though that's not the easiest thing!!!!
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