Same here. Im in the same boat. It goes on and off for me though. I usually never GET RID of soup. soup I can eat and not feel quilty same thing with a salad, as long as its not ceasar salad. That makes me feel yucky. I dont know what to tell you. alls I can say is stay strong. I know how it feels to think about food alll day long. It's horrible, and thats why alot of people dont think they have an eating disorder. They think that they are sopose to hate food, and not want to eat. Some ED's are like that, but I think an ED generally comes from loving food. Its harder then quiting cigerates, or major drugs, because it's something EVERYONE does ( eat ). Just be strong. Think about how great you felt when you ate healthy and exercised. Its hard to start at first put you will get the swing of things again. I know its hard to go on a diet because youll eat right all day and then A BIG hunkin cheesesteak is right smack in your face, and you have the thought. I can eat this. No problem, ill just go throw it all up and its like I never even ate it. I believe in you. I believe in myself too, and if we can just have the power to say no, and get back on a healthy diet. We can do it. its hard at first, but we will get the hang of it.
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