I kno this has been brought up on the boards before but I still do not really understand so wud b grateful for any adivce.
Chewing and spitting- is it part of bulimia or an ED itself?? I am bulimic and i have chewed and spat a lot in the past before the rest of this started..does that mean i had an eating disorder then too?? I have already binged once and purged twice today and had purged without binging yesterday. Tonight i was really really stressing bout exams and i wanted to binge again even tho i wasnt hungry in the slightest so i ended up chewing and spitting loads n then ate three cereal bars n purged. My jaw aches and my stomach hurts.
I am supposed to b keeping a food diary again and im tryin to b completely honest but i dont kno if i should tell my doctor bout this or not. Im just sooo ashamed. Have any of you told ur doctor b4?? What was their reaction? Im gonna look so weak and so greedy when she reads this diary again. Its pathetic. Going to my counsellor tomorrow too. Dont kno what to say...
hmm iv really had enough