Hey hope, welcome, these boards really are fab - and a great help!
I can TOTALLY relate to what you are saying, ive never been diagnosed with an ED Either, ive been to a psychitrist who specialises with ED's once, and becasue I was very against talking to her, she said she didnt know if I had an ED or not, becasuse I wasnt opening up.....anywayz.......I know (sorta, everyone is different) how you feel.
I always think that if no one can tell I have an ED then I obviously dont, some of my characteristics dont even fall in to the "diagnosis" of a person with ANA, MIA, or an ED. And that gets on my nerves cause i never know what I am. Im not bulimic - tho I have made myself sick a couple of times before - just depends I guess,
If your a college freshman, how old does that make you, 16-17? or 18! Sorry im English and its all different over here lol!
Everyone with an ED (even if its not a big one) needs Help. However much we convince ourselves that we dont. I put off therapy for soooooo long, and I wouldnt have gone if it had been my choice, as my mum made me. I dunno -! I hated it, but dont let that put you off at all - Im sure it has been a great help to me - I just dont realise it yet. And every experience is different.
I hope you are feeling well today.
Lotsa love and luck
X Hannie X