It doesn't sound to me like you're getting worse. I still think you have a long way to go with eating so few calories and with only eating certain foods b/c they're "safe", but it really sounds like you're trying hard.
Hating that full feeling is completely normal with someone with an ED. We ALL feel that way, but that is not something we can avoid if we really do want to recover. Somehow we have to learn how to get past the point where we freak out when we feel full.
From what I can tell, it sounds to me like you are actually doing better than you were before. You should feel very proud that you have cut your b/p down so much. And like I said, it sounds like you still have a long road in front of you, but like everyone says, we just have to take "baby steps". We can't expect to recover overnight. It is definitely a long process, but every tiny step we make in the right direction counts. You know the things you still need to work on, so just try and concentrate on them, a little at a time. That's all anyone should expect you to do.
Keep your chin up, and don't let anyone discourage you. You are doing GREAT, you just gotta keep going!!