i've always wondered if i have a real problem, but i've always felt and mostly looked healthy- ocassionally people tell me i'm too thin, but i seriously don't understand why, because i think i look normal and most of my friends tell me that i look healthy. i'm 5'5" and 115-120 (depends on the week!) so that's pretty healthy. i go to the gym when i can because i love being active, and my biggest weaknesses are ice cream, cake, and cookies- i have at least one of the 3 every day (!) along with full meals and little snacks.
my thing is that i ALWAYS think about food and my weight and my body. i have since i was young, and i've always had a problem with my weight (but i've been the same height & weight for years!) i've never been anorexic, though i used to try to control what i ate and counted every calorie... i just love food too much! i also used to try purging, but throwing up just isn't fun, so that never worked... so i've never had a REAL problem so to speak, but i feel like i'm a freak for thinking so much about my body.
is this normal??? i feel like a very happy and healthy person, and i do realize that i am a skinny girl, but i just wish i didn't think so much about my next meal, and then feel bad when i eat crap. maybe it's just my hormones putting me in a bad mood. i'm not really worried about my situation, i guess i just want to talk about it to see what other people think about my situation, because maybe my perspective isn't as clear as i think it is. thanks!