lorri23

i do not think an anoreic ever feels as if they have lost enougth weight that is part of the disorder.
part of having an eating disorder is the extreme lengths we take to loose the weight, already you have mentioned using laxatives and not eating both of which are desperate and dangerous methods of attempting to lose weight, which can make you much ill than thin.
you are right maybe you will not be happy with your weight becuase maybe this has so little about your weight but your self esteem and how you feel about life and self.
you need to talk to someone to find out if you are struggling with an eating disorder becuse thy can help, which is hard but the bravest and most informative step you could take, i am obviously unsure of your age or stats as they have been deleted but it sounds like you have lost alot of weight recently, which could indicate some struggles especially as you said it was related to comments regarding your weight, very similar to how i felt which did not help at all in how i felt and consquently added to my eating disorder
keep posting
and take care
well done for posting
lorri
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